Sam was busy doing research and as much as I like just … watching him work, I decided to actually leave him alone this time and go and see Faith considering Dean, her husband is such an asshole. Seriously, he is and I really can’t stand him, but what can I do? I grabbed my jacket and left Sam in the room, but I had a feeling he wasn’t going to be in there for long. He was probably going to go and see Dean because I knew that Faith wasn’t going to be around him tonight. Not after the way he was acting, that was for sure.

I didn’t understand how someone could ask someone to marry them, that person say yes, they get married and then he makes a stupid post saying that the marriage pretty much meant nothing and he just wanted to know what it was like because he was dying.

WHO DOES THAT!?

“Faith!” I called out while knocking on the door. I knew she must have been feeling low after seeing that, no matter what type of wall she had up today. Stuff like that hurt, but I wasn’t going to bring it up. I was just going to invite her out for dancing and drinking until we couldn’t dance and drink anymore.

When she opened the door, she looked as if nothing happened at all.

That figured though.

“Wanna go out?”

Buffy watched Faith and Dean get married. She wasn’t sure if she should be happy for them, but for the sake of taking a good picture, she smiled. Dean was dying. He had less than a year left and he asked her to marry him on a whim. If he wasn’t dying, she didn’t think they’d be going through with it. It was sad that Dean and Sam really had no one to turn to. She thought about what she’d do if she only had a week left and she couldn’t imagine being away from her sister. It made her feel guilty because she wasn’t with her now, but she knew that Dawn needed her life, and she needed hers. Buffy’s never been on her own before and this was her chance to do that, but if there was only one week left, she’d be where Dawn was and where Giles was. She’d want to be with her family and just make the most of the time that they had. When she died those two times before, she never had a chance, it was all so sudden. When she thinks about just having one week left, she gets a pain in her heart because for a girl who has seen so much, she really hasn’t seen anything at all. She hasn’t done everything that she’s wanted to do and there’s so much and so many people she’d be leaving behind who never really knew how she felt about them.

If Buffy only had one week to live, she’d get her sister, they’d go do as many things as they possibly could and she’d tell everyone how she felt about them and not to worry.

Because she’d be okay.

My name is Buffy Summers and I’m a vampire slayer. No, really, I am. Yeah, okay, so maybe you’re not surprised considering that they have totally out done my job. I mean, they make movies about it, tv shows, it’s all over the place. It’s like they desensitized it or something and no one is really surprised about that fact anymore. But really, it’s what I am. It’s what I was made for. I was a chosen gal.

I was born in LA, blah, blah, my parents got divorced right after I found out what I was, blah blah and then I moved to Sunnydale, California. It’s this really small town, I mean, you could walk for like twenty minutes and that was that. Sunnydale was on top of this hellmouth. A hellmouth is like a meeting place for all things that are evil. It kinda sucks, but hey, I was a slayer, so I got to … slay evil things.

I died a couple of times, got brought back a couple of times. Got a sister. I did a lot of growing up in Sunnydale, needless to say and now that I’m out on my own, with Faith, I’m doing a little more of that growing up thing. After Sunnydale caved into the earth, I went to England to get everything situated and see what I could do with my life. While I did like helping the other slayers out, I just really wanted to be out there, doing what I did best. So, Faith and I decided to come back to the states and take a road trip and just … grow.

While we were out on the road, Faith got attacked by a demon and she almost died. We were in the hospital and I met Sam Winchester. Well, his brother was practically in a coma and there were some things going on at that hospital. Once we both figured it out, Dean got out of his coma, just as Faith had. Ever since we’ve all been together, going around the country and helping people out.

Yeah, there’s been drama. There’s been fighting and all of that, but all of us together is actually kinda working out.

Okay, except for me and Dean. We can barely be in the same room together, but lucky for me, Faith takes up most of his time.

Anyway, I haven’t actually been out on my own in pretty much forever, but it’s good right now. I’m doing a lot of learning and I needed this a lot. I make sure to call my sister and Giles every now and then to say hi and to tell them that I miss them. Other than that, it’s hunt, slay and hopefully have enough money to eat and that’s alright with me.



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